Hate getting stressed out at night before I go to sleep.
It always makes it really difficult to get to sleep and I’m really fidgety which causes me to not be comfy/move around a lot. :(
I really need to start posting more personal and arty/design stuff again…
cAN i just point out that the Doctor made out with a glove puppet…
Oh you special man. I love you so
one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there
I’m quite lucky tbh.
I see these posts some times which are about people who are studying/want to study some sort of Art&Design. And then they say that there mum or dad or some other close person doesn’t respect their choices and what they want to do with their life. It’s just completely different for me..
Cause since I was a kid my family have always thought of me to be going to art school or something (see ‘Been thinking of how I got here’) and I’ve always been supported for it. Like earlier this year I had a meeting with the schools educational adviser and she was basically trying to say that I shouldn’t go down the graphic design route, but after I came out my mum seem sort of confused and I don’t think she could really see me do anything else apart from that…
I’m really glad I have people around me who support my choice on what I want to do in the future.
Been kind of thinking on how I got here…
I’m meaning in the sense of studying graphic design… not like sexually or anything…
But from the age like say 5+ I’d always been a ‘creative’ child and I loved to draw. And I think most people who knew me at that age knew that. Especially my family. Cause I remember my granda, even from a young age asking if I would be going to Art School, which then evolved to RGU later on. Through my whole life it’s always been a yes, it still is. It’s just weird that from a young age my family were basically thinking from the word ‘GO!’ I’d be going to some sort of art school or studying it.
And then when I was in secondary school, we done this questionnaire that was meant to basically analyse which jobs would suit your personality/skills from the questions you answered. And I remember basically the top (at least) 10 were all art related. And the number 1 was graphic design. It’s weird that I’m actually studying it now. But from that moment of doing that questionnaire I’ve always wanted to be a graphic designer.
I suppose it’s weird how your life turns out some times. But I suppose in a way I’ve always been on the right track.
love that im going to miss all the college nights out till June next year since im not 18 yet… :/
at least im not the only one younger than 18 :)
Assassins Creed out on Wednesday >.<!
gonna be so much funnnnn!!!